Life looks like: watching an early Aughts’ Supernanny episode on Youtube when I wake up too early because it showed up in my feed and then I got invested and I don’t even like reality TV.
Life looks like: my Spider-Man suitcase from last week still unpacked behind the couch because my energy has been conserved for two showers a day and picking Kleenex off the floor each night.
Life looks like: a glimmer of hope when I study for an hour, that little bit of brain power left over in the evening makes me feel more like myself again.
Life looks like: over twenty-four hours on a hotspot with no end in but I’m one of the lucky ones with my heat on and my power on so I can hook my computer up to my TV and still watch my favorite show on the big screen.
Life looks like: it’s already Wednesday, it’s only Wednesday, I check all my countdowns from here to summer again with my fingers crossed in liminal space and let my YouTube feed betray my attention.
With Love,
Natalie