I wish I could learn from the reading
All the study and the videos and googling the answer
I wish I didn’t have to be there doing
Making mistakes for everyone to see
Turning over and over how I’d do it again
People look to me to know the answer
To always do it perfectly (to know what to do)
I could choke on their disappointment
And I check my shoulder to see if my imposter is showing
(No one taught me what to do)
I pick up another book
Knowing I’ll have to show up again
In the room, learning, failing
And winning too, I hope
Couldn’t we all use a win right now?
With Love,
Natalie