So here’s a snapshot where I am at this week.
I drove to Sturgeon Bay to get my updated booster shot and my flu shot and CVS told me that I wasn’t in their system. Even after I showed them my confirmation. But *shrug* our system updated this weekend and I guess it lost your appointment. Oh well, nothing we can do, no open appointments until next week.
Which . . . fine, okay, but it kind of made me cry in the parking lot? My soul is a little fragile right now. I am aware enough to know it’s not really about the botched appointment, but it doesn’t fix anything today.
In recompense, I bought a Spider-Man and a Miraculous Ladybug coloring and activity books at Wal-Mart. If the heart feels like an unregulated child, give it childish things. It works for my heart anyway. And my hands have felt extra restless lately.
I’m having a wild evening of activity book time while I watch my D&D show (Dimension20: A Spacecraft Odessey). Look, I’m an artist:
My friend reminds me Mercury is still in retrograde. Take it with a grain of salt. I oscillate in believing too much in astrology but admittedly I’m getting a little more whoo-hoo as I go through life. I pull the Moon and the Tower reversed from my tarot deck and I don’t know much about tarot yet but I know enough that I am stuck somewhere in those cards right now. The metaphors stick to me.
But maybe I’ll color Spider-Man next!
With Love,
Natalie