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Today my brain is
a foam ball, squeeze when stressed out
Motherfucking ouch

Here is a list of
all the ways I am slipping
No, no, none of that

Here is a list of
all the ways I am trying
No, no, I’m too tired

Today my anger
is an all-day migraine
my eyes watering

It’s complicated
And where I usually run
I stay in my bed

Tomorrow, I say
Tomorrow, someday, I know
I’ve done this before

The truth is in the
darkest times I read Harry
But I need more time

It’s complicated
my brain just like a foam ball
Motherfucking ouch

With Love,

Natalie